And you’re calling me pretentious?
Ok, so you’re not entirely wrong. I do feel great inadequacies in my life - voids of displeasure and lack of substance at times. So does everyone, including yourself. I don’t find myself astoundingly good at anything, I am simply another person to give an opinion and to hear people out - what’s so wrong with being a leaning post once in a while?
I’ll tell you why I neglect my own problems mr anonymous - because i don’t have someone i can lean on. I am everyone else’s bloody leaning post, so i rely on myself and/or tumblr to vent. Noone has the true time of day to give me their honest, detailed and frank opinion on anything. But there’s also times, just sometimes, when i don’t want an opinion and i don’t want to talk about it, because i find myself developing as a person and becoming stronger by working things out for myself. Everyone does it, it’s just more apparent with me because i’m usually telling everyone to vent.
The man of my dreams no longer fits the bill, so i hardly see his relevance. However, you are right about my view on men. I’ve always been independent in terms of home life and opinions, and i am scared of this wall being broken down by a man - my mum was cheated on for over a year and it ruined her life; she relied on that man and let her down. THAT is where my anxiety springs from.
I am confident, in many ways. Just not in all. If someone was confident in all ways they’d be the ruler of the earth would they not?
Well thank you for the insight… quite the charmer aren’t you?
The ironic thing about all this is that you are infact taking my role. So i find this majorly hyprocritical. And the worst part about it is i didn’t even ask for your advice.
Thanks anyway, for the sting in the tail. If you find me painful then so be it, because my response to that is, to put it the only way i can see how, fuck you. I won’t change for you, because i haven’t asked you how i should change. I didn’t seek that. And i shall take care of my own wounds, as i always do, thank you very much.
Need any advice while you’re here, or are you done attempting to make people feel shit to make yourself feel better?