In context, this makes more sense. But yeah, regardless, I’d just like to tell you all that my boy is one in 6,775,235,700(according to google’s latest, most accurate population measure, taken in 2009 ;)). I’m completely, and utterly, head-over-heels.
This guy, this one I’m talking about, the one I love, is helping me deal with some serious shit; he has already and I can’t thank him enough for it. Most people back down, or run away, or just aren’t interested. Not this one. We’ve not been together that long really, 4 months now, and we were talking for a couple of months or so before… but he’s already been a greater help than any other. We can sit and talk frankly about things. It takes me a while to let my guard down around anyone, if I let it down at all, but I can (eventually, if not straight away) around him. He also just holds me sometimes when I need it. And that’s just the most wonderful thing.
He’s great for an endless number of reasons y’know; he’s clever and funny and just so god damn sexy ;) He’s ambitious, has drive and knows that he wants something better, something different to everyone else. He will succeed in whatever he chooses to do, and I will (as a lover, or friend) always support him :) there are so many other things too, like the way he looks when he wakes up, his wonderful mood enhancing smile, his sparkly eyes, his caring nature, his top banter, etc etc. I’m worried though, that if I give it alllllll away, you’ll wanna steal him for yourself ;) yes, he really is that wonderful.
There are many benefits to having this wonderful man on your arm. He likes to stay in, he likes to go out, he likes it when I walk around the house in his clothes and no makeup, he likes it when I can’t be arsed and whack my hair up AND he notices when I’ve made the extra effort. He makes a bloody good brew/bacon sarnies/food in general. He’s game for a laugh, but is also into being serious when the time is right. He loves the theatre and eating out and all those things girls wish their fellas would like. He can shop, and he can tell me if something looks good or not, honestly. I genuinely think he likes my body more than I do… haha :p He likes public displays of affection, and isn’t afraid to pick me up for a hug in public (I actually love that.) He does so much and likes so much and IS so much… just. Wow.
Did I forget to mention the multiple orgasm inducing sex fiend? We have this loving relationship of real heart, substance, protection, stability, etc… but we also have an animalistic, filthy, sexy side, and I fucking love it! Never have I met someone that I’ve felt I could be completely myself around, both in and outside the bedroom… until now ;) GRRR. Most people would think this is weird or wrong or something… but come on, would you rather have a lovely guy and an ok sex life, or the most perfect guy for you AND an absolutely crazy good sex life? Exactly. Couldn’t miss it out could I? ;)
I’m gonna be all disgusting, and you’re gonna think I’m going all puppy lovey and ridiculous because I’m young and the inevitably this makes me blinded by love, stupid and naive or whatnot… But, honestly? After thinking about it, and not wanting to scare the fuck out of him, everyone else and myself:
I think he’s the one.
If he doesn’t stay that’s up to him. But for me? I’m not willing to let this go without a fucking fight mate :)
Right, this time, I'm gonna actually go for a shower
You know you have those lazy days where, even though you know you need a shower, you know you’re not gonna see anyone, so you lose the will to, and actually getting in one is a chore, and it takes something random to happen in order for you to get off your lazy arse and into one?
Ahh, I'm right in the spirit of things. Shame there isn't a street party!
I have however munched a fair few salmon sarnies and drank a couple of glasses of bucks fizz to make up for it, and there’s some eton mess and cream cakes for later ;)
It was lovely to see a proper old fashioned street party on Downing Street of all places, as well as in many towns and cities around the country. I love the fact that everyone has been so united today. I think that despite all the UK’s issues, we’re still great, and yeah I am quite proud to be British, especially today :)
I really should get married in the london film museum… Ha, how tragic it is that I’ve just thought about this. But with this massive do on the telly, it’s inevitably gonna cross my mind.
I once had a dream, a long time ago, that I got married to a faceless man (don’t worry, he had a face, I just never saw it :p) in the ruins of a castle, and it was quite a wonderful dream. That was the first time I ever thought about weddings in terms of what I think and what I’d like and all that jazz (not that I’ll end up married knowing my luck, but the thought is there! ;)). I wasn’t one of those little girls that knew she wanted to be married when she was 5, or anything like that.
I had a think about this, after my dream - what kind of dress, the flowers, the venue, other details. Obviously I didn’t go into detail and decide definite things about anything, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see… but it was a nice thought that crossed my mind y’know? And now the thoughts are back for the day and I’m gonna ponder. If you think that’s strange, maybe it is… but a girl can dream can’t she?
I used to be a little tough nut. And I still am in some ways, unless you break down my barriers. But I have always been a hopeless romantic… probably more of an in the closet one, but romantic nonetheless.
If I were Kate, I'd just want to jump on him and give him a whacking great smacker on the lips.
Bloody royal duty rubbish.
Don’t get me wrong, I like the royals, but it’s a lot to ask isn’t it? Be conservative at all times in public so as not to damage the royal reputation and all that… I personally wish they were a little more relaxed, more relatable to the british public y’know? And more true to themselves. There is no way I would’ve been able to contain my feelings at this point!
Sweep her up and give her a kiss Will for gawds sake!
I think it’s just the thought of such an important day in terms of royalty. And it’s gonna (hopefully) be the happiest day of their lives together.
The music that played as Kate walked in was magnificent. It was a really magical moment I think. Imagine if you were the one getting married, surround by 1900 guests, and the most beautiful music was being played as you walked through arguably one of the most beautiful churches in the country, to greet your prince at the end of the aisle. Bliss.
I really hope I get a magic moment like that eventually. The dress, the friends and family, the multitude of truly happy thoughts and feelings and the most wonderful man in the world at the end, waiting for me.
After doing some research, I’ve discovered that almost all the decent hats at the do are Philip Treacy. I shall be paying this lovely man and his design team a visit if I’m ever invited to a wedding of great importance ;)
That strapless short dresses are allowed on the odd occasion, as long as the dress doesn’t make it easy for your boobs to flop out/there are no slits or gaps in the dress/the dress reaches at least mid-thigh in length and your arse doesn’t hang out if you bend over.
The golden rule - if you're getting your boobs and belly out, please put your legs away, and vice versa.
Not hard is it ladies?
Too much flesh on show is natttt good. Granted, certain occasions call for it - fancy dress you have an excuse, in the bedroom I don’t expect any clothing at all, on holiday possibly… but the rest of the time? 12 year olds shouldn’t be strutting around in nothing + heels.
Remember: labels linger. Think: classy not trashy.
But don’t the British monarchy bring tourists to the country (along with other things I know) and do loads for charity?
They may not represent our country in any form but I see them as part of our culture?
Please correct me if I am wrong, but surely they’re not as bad as some people are making out? The Royal wedding is, yes I must admit, a bit over done… But he is our next Monarch? Surely we should celebrate in some way as it has been custom to in the history of our country?
THIS IS WHAT I’M TALKIN’ BOUT WILLIS.
People need to chill out about it - they’re not killing anyone.
Do you find it difficult being with a guy younger than you? Well not difficult, but do you think that him being younger than you matters?
No not really. He’s wonderful - he’s got brains, he’s gorgeous and he’s funny. He likes me for who I am (most of the time ;)) and he’s got me to start loving myself (sorta ;)). He’s more mature than half of my male friends, he’s wise with it and he’s a right lanky streak of piss which helps when going out, as height seems to add years onto your age (well, it helps with the ID he borrows anyway… :p). Muahahaa.
The only issue I have with it is uni wise - when I supposedly go off to uni (if I get the grades of course) he’ll still be at college - that’ll be hard, but you’ve gotta work on these things right? You do that sorta ker-razy stuff when you love someone.